i signed in to msn last night (how rare, how rare!) cos i had to discuss cell outing plans with wk and beth.. and seriously, im the kind who cant go on msn!! once im into msn at night (when lotsa ppl are online), im like sucked into cyberworld and i become totally oblivious to the surroundings! hahaha okay okay maybe it's getting a little exaggerated. but seriously i cant do anything else other than chat! i cant even type a decent blog post (which explains why im here early in the morning)! im really the sort who cannot multi-task!! (am i a guy?) haha. don't understand how ppl can listen to their songs and study at the same time. and worst of all, those ppl who leave their computer on like forever, even when they're studying! how to concentrate!? or is this an issue of self-discipline? haha. perhaps perhaps perhaps.

anyway, was having a very enjoyable conversation last night! with a long lost friend.. actually not really.. we have each other's numbers and are on each other msn lists, just that we havent been talking. and Facebook sparked off one very unusual conversation! haha. all the embarrasing moments ( to him only. i thought they were sweet.) started surfacing and things got out of control! anyway due to the fact that he commanded me to stop posting those comments on his wall, we continued to talk bout it in our convo last night. actually i bet he msged me to scold me. but anyway. hahahaha. an extract of the convo..

<3 says:
heyy i brought them tgt okay!!! all the way from Sec 1 to Sec 4 i was supporting S*******!!!
XXX says:
can you don't claim credit like that?
XXX says:
not like under their marriage cert, they'll put: by liane hong

hahahaha. am i like easily tickled? i found that very amusing. and all of the other times, he sounded like he was chiding me. looks like the long-drawn years have turned him into a cranky old man. haha. or maybe NS did. hahaha. (:

another conversation with an olddd friend (very old in fact) went like this..

*** says:
actually dunno if i shld tell u or not
*** says:
but for a period of time in early 2007 i think i still had feelings for u
*** says:
lol
*** says:
=x
<3 says:
i know. u were drunk.
*** says:
eh shit!
*** says:
i got say things to u meh!
<3 says:
:p
*** says:
srs!
*** says:
omg.
*** says:
shit i dun remb leh!
<3 says:
HORHOR!!!!! u die!!! i shall use this on u. U DID! U SENT ME A SUPER LONG MSG. BUT I KNEW U WERE DRUNK SO I DIDNT CARE.
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(some description of himself in a drunken state..)
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*** says:
ya but that time was rly thinking bout jioing u again :P
<3 says:
but u were drunk
*** says:
i wasn't lar
*** says:
haha if u think i was then i was lor!
<3 says:
u mean u told other ppl bout it
*** says:
no i din
*** says:
those were other times i was drunk
<3 says:
phew

haha seriously im really glad that we are able to converse in this manner without feeling awkward. haha. come to think of it, im quite glad i didnt commit to any rs all these years. maybe some of you are gonna go "yeah right. there's the who and the who and the who". i admit there was mutual affection for a few.. but, somehow for some reason, things always ended at the "more-than-friends-but-not-tgt" stage. i guess i have some issue with commitment. and im actually quite glad cos if i had gotten tgt with any of them and sthg happened, we might not be able to even chat like this.. yup. friendship's still the best (: eh wait. but im not trying to find an excuse for myself for being bad. im learning and trying to treat them better okay. hahaha. and for now, there's something else to consider too. i think as i grow older, i begin to see its importance. haha. of same values and faith. i bet you guys know what im talking about rite. haha.

<3